Well, first, I’m celebrating my year anniversary in Istanbul (May 12th) – can you believe it? Time, at times, has flown. Other times, it’s stood so still I thought it might be frozen. But, I’ve survived, and can almost say that I’m thriving! I still can’t believe some days that I live here.
But, I’m going to be able to believe it a bit more, because I’ve decided to stay another year. I miss my American family and friends terribly, but I’m going to plead for your patience with me while I continue my Turkish adventure.
I weighed this decision very heavily. And I’ve fluctuated. In fact, after my Houston Christmas visit, I was determined to come home. I was ready for an easier life, was missing home acutely, and wanted a better selection of restaurants! I was at my friend Joe’s party, and was talking about expat life with my friend Melody. I told her that I would almost definitely return to Houston, saying that I thought life here would have been easier by then. At that point, I had been in Istanbul for 9 months. She looked at me shocked, and said that expat life doesn’t get easier until at least a year in. And she should know. She was in Japan before she was in Turkey.
And you know what? The last couple of months have been significantly easier. I can’t say it’s one thing or another, but I think it’s a
combination. I’m learning more Turkish. Even if I can’t speak it well, I understand more. I moved into a new neighborhood in January, where I feel like I belong. I have some good friends, and for the past couple of months, a wonderful boyfriend. I’m more confident in most situations. And I can find my way around a bit better.
I certainly have bad days. Or hard days. I cry a bit easier over some things. About a month ago, I was having a really good day, and was walking home thinking about how much my life here was improving. I turned the corner to my street, and the local florist was selling yellow roses. Oh, my heart hurt! I immediately was so homesick for Texas, and everything and everyone I love there. And recently, I had to miss the wedding of my dear friends April and Jason. I was heartsick about that. So, as I made my decision to stay here longer, I had to consider those things.
But I’m excited about my decision to stay. I have (another!) new job that I’ll start in mid-August. I’ll be teaching English to middle-schoolers at one of the top private schools in Istanbul. I really like the people I’ll be working with and for, and the campus is beautiful, and much, much closer to my house than my current school. I’ve always liked middle school aged kids, and hope that this opportunity works out well. I’m also looking for an new apartment (in the same neighborhood) now, so I’m excited about that.
It looks like I’ll be home for a couple weeks in August, and I’ll definitely be home for a week and a half at Thanksgiving. I can’t wait to visit. And, everyone, you realize now that I’m here another year, you have another year to visit! You have a place to stay and a free tour guide!
I’ve also made a renewed vow to write more on this blog. And not all my posts will be this long, I promise!
Friends, thank you so much for your support and love.